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Silence
04:03
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They say silence is of God
But nothing hurts me more
And I feel alone again
I promised to give you time
To settle things down
I'll be waiting for you baby
But I'm so scared for you now
What goes through your head
I'll never leave, whatever happens
chorus:
Now I miss you so much
Every minute of you
I know it'll get better
But your pain hurts me too
I wish I could heal
I wish I brought joy
But this defines your good
At least for a while
I'm starting to realize
This heals you
So I'll shut up
Will this happen again?
Will we become silent friends
For tens of times again
Why everyone but me?
Why do you pass me by?
Guess I'll play along
chorus
So I'll play along
My little golden dome
My beautiful rose
I'd die for you after all
I could get rid of my faith
Change the way I behave
Just to love you at all
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Concrete
02:50
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i know sometimes I'm just closed in myself
i'm sorry if that hurts You anyway
but in these moments i just hate myself
beautiful words make me question my faith
i know and i understand
i wish i could help, but Christ, i can't
if i could run, then I would run to You
but my legs are broken to pieces, yes, this is true
i know i might sometimes feel like concrete
but that doesn't change my love for You
You know, that's life, we can't control our thoughts
and if I'm not sensitive enough i'll try my best
i know and i respect your independence
i know and i'll get used to that
but i need assurance, cause sometimes i think
that You'd be alright if i disappeared
it makes me wonder if my views are too old, or we are just smaller than words
but tomorrow's the first time your lips will touch mine
and for that i can get through anything
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3. |
Guilty Of Being A Man
03:02
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Sometimes I'm guilty of being a man
We can hurt like no one else
We scar for lifetimes
Inhuman lust drives our minds
I wanna throw up when I think of that
We do not ask
We're violent and tough
We objectify, traumatize
We disappear
Avoid consequence
Then we never get what we deserve.
I wish I could change anything
But I'm hopeless in crying
All of us are a part of this
They remained so innocent
They are so strong and beautiful
When will we learn x2
Respect is the answer
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4. |
With You
05:01
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I want to freeze
So you can warm me
Your temple's far away
Yet so close
I was so lost when you found me
Beam of light in devouring darkness
You brought order and heat
Please never leave
Let me show you to the world
You are all I ever called for
I want to love you as you are
I wanna get rid of my past and walk with you
I want to relive
The first time I fell for you
I am your pet
Pat me on the head
You're on my mind
I sleep in peace now
I have dreams of you
So physical
Let me show you to the world
You are all I ever called for
I want to love you as you are
I wanna get rid of my past and walk with you
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5. |
In You I Wanna Die
03:11
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You know life
As tough as it is
Doesn't bring much happiness until you meet
That one
That makes you feel alive
That makes you want to have a heart attack
And die
Leave this body behind
And all the problems waving goodbye
Just her hand
Skin softer than silk
Her voice is sweet like honey and milk
I wanna
Drown inside your lovely eyes
Tangle myself in your red hair
Melt from your heat
Whatever, just please kill me
In you i wanna die
Until I'm not alive
Until my soul is yours and yours is mine
Just promise me
That heaven will be that bench where you took me by my hand
We will kiss until eternity
And we will always be together
In you i wanna die
Until I'm not alive
Until our souls are one
I'll stare at you
You'll stare at me
What else can I need?
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6. |
Silence pt.2 (Wounds)
01:52
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Wounds
Over my body
Somehow when you're not around
I cut myself on everything
It's not intentional, but I think I might be dying
I still have your face on my wallpaper
I still dream of you smiling at me
And I still hear silence
And I can't cease to wonder
If I mean anything at all
The major downside of suicide is you can ruin other lives
Bring pain to anyone
And I'm completely dependent on you
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Blush Cannon Masovian Voivodeship, Poland
Blush Cannon is the recording project of Polish singer-songwriter Kasper Lisowski. Drawing inspiration from lo-fi giants like Mount Eerie, Neutral Milk Hotel, Grouper and (Sandy) Alex G, he creates simple, but emotional indie folk, touching on themes of loneliness, love, attachment, self-esteem, suicide and religion. ... more
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