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Heartbreaker pt​.​2 (Prey)

from Dead End by Blush Cannon feat. Jasiek Szczepańczyk

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lyrics

When I'm alone
I'm helpless
I'm ashamed of who I am
I choke on my own breath
I wish I was dead
But I'm afraid to act

I'll never be as good as you
I'll be compared, looked down upon

They will beat me up
Fill my lungs with blood
Watch it drip out of my mouth
As night retakes the light

I'm weak and I have to be swapped out
I'm ugly so I have to get fucked up
I'm pathetic, so I have to be left out
For carnivores to eat

I have no right to be called a human being

I'm sick of feeling like this
I don't wanna write these songs
But it's the only way for me to cope
And to prove I can turn my pain into a way of connection
with anybody listening
And get that weight of my chest

I wanna play with your hair
I wanna touch your face
I wanna kiss your neck
Nevet let go again

I'll never forget the day I went to your town
We sat on the bench for five hours
Just in each other's arms
Counting dogs and frat dudes passing by
Looking in each other's eyes
I kissed you on the cheek multiple times
Like a machine gun

I did everything to make it worthwhile
You played with me then tossed me aside
I feel betrayed and used by a liar without strings
They tell me you want me to feel like this
I didn't expect a stab by someone so innocent


I don't wanna see you ever again

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from Dead End, released November 27, 2019

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Blush Cannon Masovian Voivodeship, Poland

Blush Cannon is the recording project of Polish singer-songwriter Kasper Lisowski. Drawing inspiration from lo-fi giants like Mount Eerie, Neutral Milk Hotel, Grouper and (Sandy) Alex G, he creates simple, but emotional indie folk, touching on themes of loneliness, love, attachment, self-esteem, suicide and religion. ... more

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